ilovemylife! =D

10 more days

2012-01-18T04:59:00.000-08:00

In 10 days, this is where I'll be. IMU, KL
before i was excited, now, after visiting the open day, I'm nervous, and intimidated.
But either way, I'm going. so.. yea :)

On the other hand, leaving Penang means levaing my home, and many many other things that i'll really miss. Like.. my bed, my desktop, PENANG FOOD. But most of all I'll miss them.

Bambee :)
All my friends and kindy kids :)

and my family.

10 more days and I'm still not sure I'll ever be ready to leave and be independent without all of them. :(

dear friend

2012-01-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

For so long i stood by you, for so long i stood up for you
But now I've finally seen you for who you really are,
No,you're not weak, you're spoilt.
And because, exactly 1 week ago, you have obviously proven that,
Our friendship means nothing to you, and in this past week,
I've learnt to let go.
Before,you had 101% of my trust and loyalty.
Now, you've lost me. Not by fate, but by choice.

7/1/2012

11.11.11

2011-11-11T07:55:00.001-08:00

had a AWESOME DAY!

fear vs confidence :D

2011-11-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

ACCORDING TO WIKIPEDIA... :D

Fear is a distressing negative sensation induced by a perceived threat. In this case,the treat is the chance of experiencing continuous failure even after ages of hard work, and physical pain of hitting the damn board.

Self-Confidence is generally described as a state of being certain or an attitude that relates to self-assuredness in one's personal judgment, ability , power, etc. In this case, is the belief of one's ability to succeed, which is breaking the board. :D

It may look simple to some, and impossible to others. But, when standing in front of that board, with the insufficient ammount of either one (or all of it) confidence, skill and power? it is damn hard. In order to get the title of a first degree black belt in tae kwon do, we're required to break 6 of these boards. each with different techniques.

when I had to do it? it was horrible. knowing that you've failed so many times and feeling like people are judging you? i hardly had any confidence at all that i was going to be able to break it. But now, after 3 years. It doesn't seem that hard anymore. And watching my juniors trying again and again the same technique? just hoping that, with this kick, it'll break and they won't have to suffer the feeling of failing AGAIN. and watching them trying to hide their disappointment, I felt really really bad for them. I totally know how it feels like. So after watching you guys today, here's what i have to tell you. :)

But after failing like crazy while taking 1st degree black, I've learnt that, giving up before you fight means a 100% chance of failing. Being scared is not wrong, but giving up and losing a whole lot of confidence is a different thing. Confidence is not a thing you can afford to lose if you intend to succeed. Believe in yourself regardless of how many times you've failed and try again. Try again with all you have and maybe this time you'll get a different result? Maybe this time, instead of feeling your foot ON the plank and feeling pain all over your body, you'll feel your feel in the air, and a satisfying and loud crack indicating the the board broke and you've won this part of your battle. Of course, although confidence is an important factor, power and skill are also equally important. Power can be generated through confidence but skill only comes with hard work.

So if you've truly worked hard and tried your best? There is no shame in failure. Just get back up and try again. Being the one holding the board, I feel you all improving every time you try. And I believe that soon, very soon, you all will be able to break it. Just pick up whatever confidence you've thrown away. :) like I'd say EVERY SINGLE TIME before you guys kick the board, you can do it, it will break.

that's all, now back to me :P

And of course also after 3 years, I'm now finally moving on to pursuing the title of being second degree black belt. :D and its damn difficult. 3 years ago? i would have NEVER been able to even try do the stuff I'm doing now. The board is now thicker AND heavier. The techniques are crazy. and I'm gonna need even MORE confidence, skill and power. (and of course another important thing, LUCK) although my target was to take it on Nov 19th? i now highly doubt that its achievable. But I'll try anyway :D the breaking part can be post phoned :P
so there. i know saying is easy, so its time i prove to you all. :) no matter how hard or how long it takes me to do it? I'll break that stupid board -.-

YEAHHHHH!!! :P

dragon-i

2011-11-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is my aunt's birthday, so today, daddy bought her and the rest of the family to dragon-i to celebrate. i was totally against going there but was then ignored cuz apparently everyone else said 'cincai' and my mom insisted that we should go there. :) so to dragon-i we went!

so here's my first impression of the place. not good. see, apparently, this place has very good business on weekends and customers have to GET NUMBERS to go in. This was the number when we arrived. at 2.30.

TThis was the numberr that WE got :) 168. and guess what time we got to go in? 3.30. waited for ONE HOUR outside the restaurant to eat.

and my ONE HOUR entertainment, was staring down at the lobby, people trying out golf clubs. -.-

so while waiting, mummy and aunty ordered the stuff that they want.

and entering the restaurant at 3.30, we waited til 4.00 to have the first bite of LUNCH.
for the last 30 minutes of waiting, i spent the time staring at this pulak -.-

The food was nice overall, but it was TOTALLY NOT WORTH waiting 1 hour and 30 minutes for. but hey, at least the company was nice :)

letting go

2011-11-04T19:21:00.000-07:00

recently facebook ers vry heng posting quotes in pictures to like show how they feel? or what they think? well i found some that, somewhat or even briefly describes my feelings

okay maybe not to that extend, but yea, i like you :)
but anyhow,

because...

so... now what?
I know my answer. Smile. :)

college. hsc 2011 :)

2011-11-03T02:30:00.000-07:00

17 going on to 18 was the time for all school leavers to choose where to go next and what they want to do in life. Being undecided as i am, i procrastinated and took my own sweet time enjoying the life after high school, learning how to drive, going out, doing things i love without having to worry about studies. The next step in my education timeline was per-university. which means, STPM? HSC? SAM? A-LEVELS? FOUNDATION? and many many other choices.

Finally i made a decision. I knew i didn't wanna do STPM and i wanted school to be as near to home as possible. Means, going to INTI college, Penang. After much consideration, going to many many education fairs, and consulting many many different people, i was left with 2 choices. HSC? or A-Levels? In the end i decided to take HSC but seeing as i took a pretty long time procrastinating, the January intake was over. And there was no more intake that year. so I took a risk and joined in the January intake 2 months later than everyone. 28th Febuary was my first day of college, enrolled for economics, business studies, maths-A, English-D, and Accounts.

Being the late comer, i surely felt weird and out of place. Everyone already had their own gang and are already familiar with all the teachers and the area in the college. The first class i entered on that Monday was Maths. I remember as clearly as ever, stepping in to the class. grabbing the first seat i saw available. Next to an timid Indian girl, Evina. The one with the light blue shirt in the picture. She became my first friend in college and apparently, she was new as well. So we both didn't have the required notes and both we unsure and new. Then another girl came into the class. She had long hair and a pretty face,Jolene (the girl in green) sat behind me, the next available space. So i turned around and introduced myself, asking if she has any of the notes the teacher was teaching, desperately hoping i wouldn't be so lost. But unfortunately, she was new AS WELL. the i was like... wth? great. we're ALL lost. Then out of nowhere the girl sitting beside Jolene, offered to share with us her notes. I did not notice her until she spoke to us. Lorene. the girl in black. Hence, 4 of us shared one book of notes. And there they are :) The first people i know in college.

The next class I went into was English. Here, i was sure i would be so lost as i was in Maths because there was Tania. (girl in blue) I knew Tania since Form 1 and she saved a seat for me. So i sat next to her, in the front row of the class and i was intoduced to Michelle. (the girl in white) The teacher for English class was friendly and out going, Miss Grace ( the lady in black) so it gave me an impression that, great. English is going to be fun this year. :) And sure enough, English became the favorite class that i would look forward to every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

That, was how college started out for me. It wasn't super good, but it wasn't bad either, I soon learnt to fit in and goin to college became a routine to me. Just like goin to school. But HSC was a very fast course, 10 months for everyone, and only 8 for me. So, in a blink of an eye, it was over.

Now, I'd show you the LAST day of my college life. Like every last schooling day, it was time to take photos. LOTSS of photos.
SO first, here's my Maths class. Maths-A.

See, Our maths teacher, Mr.Goh has this policy, where when you are late to class, you'd have to perform something in front of everyone to entertain your friends as a punishment. I'm glad to say that by so miracle, i have managed to avoid that humiliation for 8 months, and on the last day of school, Mr.Goh came up with a challenge. IF anyone from the class sings, then he would sing for us as well. So we sang. I sang Lucky, with Evan. And it was my first and last time i would have to perform in front of the class. :)

The class had started out with only about 18? 20? people. But later after the mid-terms many people dropped out from Math-extension and joined us. So the class grew. in size and in noise.

Next, is the accounting class. At the beginning of the year, i had a really hard time coping, so much that i went to Miss Leela requesting to drop the subject. She told me to talk to my accounting teacher and ask for extra classes, she said, try harder. So i tried.It was tedious, and boring. But in the end, i was glad i did not drop it.

The class was really noisy but it was fun studying with them. :)

Another class that i took was Economics. The class was always the first class. 8.00 am on Tuesdays and Thursdays. And I would drag my feet into every class, half-asleep and dreaming. Sitting at the back fo the class with Jolene and Wan Lyn, i was the blur- est. Every time teacher asks something i wouldn't know how to answer. But luckily, having Jolene and Wan Lyn, the pro people sitting next to me, means i would get the answer anyway. So i was saved most of the time.

Here, Wan Lyn in Black, Jolene in green and Miss Sara my econs and business teacher in polka dots. :D Miss Sara, teaches me for Business Studies as well but I very much prefer her in Econs.

Last but definitely not least, is English class D. Its the only class taught by a different teacher. Miss Grace. And I'm very lucky to have been able to join her class. She brings us to field trips and tries to make class interesting for us. English was my best subject and i would say that the teacher contributed a lot to that. Without such interesting teacher, i might have not been able to score as high.

I enjoyed English also because of the people there. Tania and Michelle, closest to em in collge were there, and every English class we would scribble on each others notes and laugh about lame jokes.

English D was a big and super noisy class. Probably the nosiest of all my classes, but everyone was participative and that made it fun :)

I've known many people in college and going out for lunch was probably the highlight of my college life. Unlike high school, we don;t eat in the canteen anymore. We drive out and have lunch at coffee shops and on the last day fo class, we went to this restaurant, hidden recipe, with 21 people. biggest lunch group ever @@

There, the last day of college was over, and Finals were beginning. So despite all the boring classes and annoying and stressful group projects, I've learnt many new things and enjoyed life in college to the max. :)

Hopefully we'd keep in touch even after college, cuz I'd miss y'all!

sim :)

2011-11-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

Yes. This post would be about her. Loh Gaik Sim.

One of the closest friends I have.
One who was always there when i needed her.
One who I'd give anything to see her happy
One who i consider a sister and a part of my life.
One who is now getting to be more and more like another stranger to me. (although i had tried to stop that from happening at first)
One who has not actually talked to me in about AT LEAST month already.
One who seems mad at me but refuses to talk about it. (and I'm too egoistic to ask anyway)
One that seems to be able to find the time for anyone else except me.
One who i don't really care is mad at me, sick of me, avoiding me, not replying my messages, not there when i had needed her, not entertaining my stupid comments anymore or whatever her super complicated mind is thinks of me. Cuz either way she's still among the closest people to me.
One who I'm still waiting for, to come back to being the person that is always there for me.
imissyou :(

friendship of convenience

2011-11-01T03:54:00.001-07:00

Well, i guess its true. that sometimes, when you're nice to someone, kind, and open up to them. They'd take advantage of you. Since young, I'd been taught not to be selfish yet not to be too willing to give to people who i don't know too well. But so far, in my 17 years of life, all those people who I've willingly opened up has proven themselves worthy countless times. Being there when i need them and supporting me in return.

Now, at 18, i journey to a new phase of life. college. No longer in High School, I'm now away from the constant, scheduled, and boring daily life. Away from my comfort zone. I no longer have strict school rules, no uniform, and not even a fixed class time daily. But the worst part of being in college is that, I'm not in that secure and comforting circle of friends anymore. People that have been through the horrible 5 years of being a teenager with me, been through all the ups and downs and silly mistakes i've made, covered up for my wrongdoings, scolded me when i'm wrong and hugged me when i needed comfort? They're no longer there with me every step of the way. They are now only the people i long to see during the weekends or whenever we're free. And i hate it.

Being in college means meeting new people, some who have been great and some who have not been that great. Getting close to new people that might be your next best friend or more likely, just friends of convenience. I've learnt that these 'friends of convenience' don't last more than the duration of being in college. Once you're out, and all the benefits have run out you're thrown aside like some piece of trash. The friendship expires. and that's it. its over.

I have long come to terms with the fact that there are many of my friends that are like that. But what i did not expect was that I've let myself get used and instead of being like the others, reaping benefits out of each other, I've let myself get used and about to be thrown aside. When I've get to know them more, i realized that everyone's like that. get used to it. But i never expected 'her' to be like that as well. It wasn't obvious at the beginning but now that the year is about to be over, it seems that there is no longer any need to keep up the pretense 'she's' been playing for the last 10 months. And its been eating me up, making me feel like an idiot. I'm really mad, resentful and angry but, despite that, i cannot find it in myself to confront or let it out on her. maybe i didn't want this to get in the way of our friendship? maybe i just didn't care cuz it's gonna be over soon anyway. I dunno.

But, then again, I'm sure this thing called 'friendship of convenience' is very common in the later parts of life. At least i already have real friends i can count on right?

Prayers for the Blueberry girl.

2011-10-13T02:11:00.000-07:00

Ladies of Light,Ladies of Darkness,
and Ladies of Never-You-Mind,
this is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl.

First: May you ladies be kind.

Keep her from spindles and sleeps at sixteen;
Let her stay waking and wise.
Nightmares at three, or bad husbands at thirty;
These will not trouble her eyes.

Dull days at forty, false friends at fifteen;
Let her have bright days and true.
Let her go places that we’ve never been;
Trust and delight in her youth.

Ladies of Grace, and Ladies of Favor,
and Ladies of Merciful Night,
this is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl,
Grant her your clearness of sight.

Worlds can be worrisome, people complex;
Motives and manners unclear.
Grant her the wisdom to choose her path right,
Free from unkindness and fear.

Let her tell stories, and dance in the rain,
Somersault, tumble, and run;
Her joys must be high as her sorrows are deep,
Let her grow like the weed in the sun.

Ladies of Paradox, Ladies of Measure,
Ladies of Shadows-That-Fall;
this is a prayer for a Blueberry Girl,
Words written clear on the wall.

Help her to help herself, help her to stand,
Help her to lose, and to find.
Teach her we’re only as big as our dreams,
tell her that fortune is blind.

Truth is a thing she must find for herself,
precious, and rare as a pearl;
Give her all these, and a little bit more,
give this for a Blueberry Girl.

- Blueberry Girl

by Neil Gaiman, illustrations by Charles Vess

How could you?

2011-10-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

Why We Do What We Do

How Could You?

When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, age I became your best friend. Whenever I was"bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?"-but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a bellyrub.

My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams,and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforte you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love. She, now your wife, is not a "dog person"-still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.

Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch-because your touch was now so infrequent-and I would have defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.

There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me.

These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family. I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her."

They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers." You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life. You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.

After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home.

They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you- that you had changed your mind-that this was all a bad dream ... or Ihoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.

When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited.

I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room. A blissfully quiet room.

She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her.

The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood. She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"

Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself-a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place. And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her.

It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever.

May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.

By. Jim Willis,2011

I swear I'd never do that to you.
HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY BAMBEE! iloveyou!
*2nd October 2011

oh?

*smiles!*

Ooops! o.o''

2011-09-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

yea.. thats my dog :)

sing! :D

2011-09-15T02:16:00.000-07:00

Recently i'm just singing my heart out! EVERYWHERE!!! softer in class, humming when i walk, louder at home and even louder in the car :D People around me will have to bare with me until my singing fever stops XD College people don't seem to mind, but apparently my mom thinks i've gone mad -.-

Hehee oh well~ my most faithfull listener is still bambee :P sing sing sing~

Latern Festival :D

2011-09-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

I was lookin for an excuse to have a gathering with everyone, so i hosted a latern festival bbq party! :D eventhough plan quite last minute, almost everyone could make it and it was great! and it turned out really worth planning after all :D
Cuz the last time we planned a bbq it rained. i was praying whole day that it wont rain again XD

Started out with the guys setting up the fire...

blow! blow! XD

and bbq ing ;D

And after eating we lit up laterns and had one each. :D
There was nothing else to do so we took alot alot alot of pictures. I'm only posting up like.. 1/5 of it -.-

Group photo! :D without flash
With flash! :D

round round moon :) Perfect night for a bbq!

during the vaining session, me and yi sneaked back to the house to get sim's SUPRISE birthday cake! :D

vanilla flavor with lychee filling! it was surprisingly nice XD

bday girl ^^ when the bday celebration was over, we went back to taking more pictures XD

the little boy in front of adrian is so cute! :D

award for being "vainest of the day" :D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Guess its right then :D friend are family that you choose for yourself :D i missed you guys!

imy~

2011-07-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

i recently came across something i havent seen in a long time :D
im nt sure if i posted this before.and im too lazy to check. but if i did? im gonna post it again

imissyou :)

my wedding song! XDD

2011-07-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

my wedding song!! :D ahhh so romantic ♥♥♥

If I never knew you
If i never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd hve lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
all they'd leave us were these wispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right

Oh if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love would be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
we were right

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

SUPER INSPIRING!! :D

2011-07-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

Tania introduced me to this song some time ago.. its AWESOME. :D super inspiring.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes
And make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache
You think it's more than you can take
But you're stronger
Stronger than you know

Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason
For someone not to try

Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright

Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
That's what faith can do

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

words worth remembering. :)

2011-07-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

Words worth remembering. :)

if you meant all those words at that time, 12/11/2009 - 19/5/2010 do you still mean them now?
cuz i want you to ...

I WANNA GO SHOPPING! :D

2011-07-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING IS FUN! and i wanna go shopping!!! ahhh but everyone's so busy! :D so i satisfy myself today by just looking over the shopping photos from our LAST trip :D and hope that the next one comes reeealll soon! :D besides i realized i haven't post photos on my blog for some time now..
before... "i dun wanna take photo!!!"
after ... "LOOK AT ME!"
ahh i still like this dress -.-
this too!! -.- but sim got it. so can pinjam :D

so cute! :D
forever21!
sub :D
JUSCO!
look at her! LOL
tsann trying to pucker her lips or smth -.-

heheee :D

my phone cam effect are PRETTY NICE :D

photo of the day! :D i LOVE SHOPPING WITH THEM!

PRINCESS :D

2011-06-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

SIM :D for you

Sometimes the world seems to push you aside
You feel left out So small
Sometimes we're hurried, impatient, unkind
We don't take time to pick you up when you fall

Come into these open arms
Safe from fear
Safe from harm
When you're alone and courage isn't enough
Never forget, you'll never lose this love

found this a song from Disney Princess Enchanted Tales by Princess Belle. :D mannn I LOVE DISNEY!

confession.or im gonna scream at someone -.-

2011-06-15T02:38:00.001-07:00

lately, im beginning to feel distanced with people that once really matters to me still important i guess...otherwise i wouldn't be so upset over it. cuz todays the 4th time i cried over it. might b kind stupid actually. i try, n i dont know if they do or not, but it certainly doesnt feel like they are... and it sucks -.- and i heard this song over the radio just now. and the song just made it suck even more.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...

true? not true? i dunno.. only you'd know :)

YEAHHH!

2011-06-02T08:31:00.001-07:00

seee? on the wishlist at the side?
one of my wishes is to finish the story me and ryll are writing??
IM GONNA MAKE IT COME TRUE! NOWWW!!!
YEAHHHHH so semangat today! :D

im tired...

2011-05-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

HSC midterms just passed, i felt that.. i did alright for english, terrible for maths, good enuf for business and very very last minute for econs. =) but okay ah.. hopefully my marks oso will turn up okay although i expect my maths to be horrible le -.-

well, it just passed. And instead of feeling relieved and happy that it was over? i feel as tired as i felt last week. which was before and during the exam. if it were possible, i feel even worse.

Many things happened this week and.. most of them includes one of my dearest friend, weiyi and mun.

weiyi has had a very very challenging week in her life and i hope i've done what i can to help her.

mun, who was very healthy suddenly has appendix and smth inside rupture caused internal bleeding. -.- went operation. so suddenly, that its freaky.

yea i slept. but i still feel soo drained of energy.so tired that i cannot be bothered to entertain anyone now. its a horrible feeling and i hate it. although.. hopefully it'll b over soon =/ havent blogged in a while xD oh well! thats all this time. :)

karaoke again?! xD

2011-04-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

On the 12th of April, i went karaoke. AGAIN ;D
it was weekday, morning with student card. so it was onli RM 9.30 nett.
plus lunch! for 4 hours of karaoke! worth it? so we went.

9 OF US. including cheryll the camera woman!

there is joel,
jw, jaysern, eugene
me, angie
adrian!
and aziz! who came late~
karaoke with them was CRAZY! they're so funny. and best thing is...

they make me laugh! XD
eugene n aziz. we super decent. they juz sat there n laughed throughout the whole thing. and eugene hid adrian's specs. -.- when he was looking for it.. the song. 25 minutes by air supply was PLAYING. the lyrics and meaning was TOTALLY CHUN for the sad adrian who was desperately looking for his glasses! so we sang n dedicated it to him while he was like.. weih.. stop jokin la.. my glasses weih.. im dead! XD total epic event of the day mann! i laughed till stomach pain XD

decent!
totally NOT decent.
GIRLS! ;D not so decent either. but decent enough! blek :P

bestie's birthday!

2011-04-13T07:46:00.001-07:00

ON THE 15th of APRIL. is my bestie best fren's BIRTHDAY! this year~ she celebrated it earlier. on the 9th instead. So, being a TRUE friend.. XD i went!
the lady who turned 18 this year....

CHERYLL!
she had a pizza party. so.. we ate pizza! :D

nth was planned so in the end we played TWISTER!
and our pianist, JOEL started playing with the piano. He practiced and rehearsed the birthday song. IN FRONT of cheryll -.- and even asked her for notes or smth.

Steph! :D
ME! plying my style of twister. XD knees and butt down. XD

then we sang the birthday song for the birthday girl ;D its her cake AWESOME!! its so damn CUTE!!!

THATS HER! one of the few people in the world that i would do anything for ^^
dear cheryll, i hope whatever you wished for and more, would come true and i would like to be one of those ppl that HELP make it come true. cuz u've sure help made many of my wishes come true as well and i THANKYOU alot for that! ^^ iloveyou lotss ryll and u'll always b my bestest friend :D !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥

BOWLING! and herbal eggs!

2011-04-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

LAST FRIDAY! 8th april 2011 We went bowling! i fetched jw after college then went straight to sunshine to meet up with the others for bowling! its been sooo long since i played bowling and i discovered that.. i SUCK AT IT! -.- BADLY...
so we started out like this..
ALL ZEROS.
AND MANY MANY BOWLING BALLS.

As we played~ we took pictures!

and while the guys started sweating. -.- i realized i didnt sweat at all.. mayb i wasnt playing it right -.- i remember that sunshine had nice herbal egg so me and cheryll when and get one for each! bowling and eggs ^^

cheryll! <3

AWESOME PICTURE OF THE DAY! i wanna take one more with more ppl this time.
same pose, same angle :D

By the end of the day.. we ended up with THIS! and yea.. the ONLY one awesome enought to get TWO digit number is the C/C partnership! with a 38!!! :D
it was fun though. XD

BIRDSHIT!

2011-04-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

TOTALLY RANDOM BUT TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I"VE GOT BIRDSHIT ON MY CAR!! disgusting!! my car was parked at inti. as usual. and when i was gonna go back home. the shit was splattered! ALL OVER the bigscreen and the drivers seat DOOR!! it was so damn hard to even open my car door without touching the shit. -.- ughhhh!

scolding from daddy

2011-04-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

what is it that's making adults so hot-tempered?
they scold about the tiniest matter. That doesn't even seem important to us at all.. -.-
when we get scolded, what reaction do they want from us?

quiet? --> y keep quiet?! bisu ah!
say what we think --> wah u think u vry smart ah?! can lawan cakap adee la!
reply but politely? mm n aa? --> you dont mm and aa me ah! u btr listen what i say!
cry? --> cry what?! kena torture ah! abit abit cry!
scream? --> *slapped*

ahhh its so annoying. you know.. few years ago? 2/3 yrs ago mayb? i'd say what i think and dun mind getting scolded anyway. but now? i choose to mm and aa. but the scolding gets louder anyway. -.- so hmm? what to do leh? at this moment now, as i am typing, my house is gonna explode with all the screaming and anytime now, i think my door is gonna drop from the banging. -.- and for once, or mayb nt once, im nt crying.. mayb that's y he's getting even more frustrated. cuz i gt no response? oh well.. blogging is not that fun in this kind of environment =) but at least smth for me to do.

=(

2011-04-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

dear .....

i need to find smth to do.. it hurts to think of you..

caryn.

ughhh

2011-04-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

LOOK! i can just do that ANYTIME today! slept only for 2 hours yesterday and feel like a zombie today. im sooo tired. of EVERYTHING. -.-
girl. pls be ok. im goin crazy.
boy. im so tired of thinking of you. i shld let go.
dog. if u run out of the house again im jus gonna shut the gate.
bed. im coming NOW.

2011-04-04T03:02:00.000-07:00

i 1st heard this song over at sim's blog.. and the lyrics touched my heart. =)
i had to blog it. xD
so that one day when i look back at my blog, i will know why this song is meaningful to me...

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right

So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight

And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time

For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight

And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time...

imy..

1st time at sunway!

2011-04-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

Since i kena ppk today~ i went to Sunway for the 1st time in my life! with MISS TAN WEI YI! she so ngam wanna go thr oso then she jio ed me to go with her ;D so i went. actually, there is nth much to see thr. but at least gt sumone to tok to ^^

nt alot of ppl for a saturday eh?

;D

we went back to Penang around 6 sumthing during sunset. and the sky was so beautiful today!

look! blue..

and orange! thx for bringing be thr today weiyi! had a great time with you and it was nice meeting ure college frens! the best part was on the way back to Penang cuz the sky was so pretty rite?! :D ily!

-.-

2011-03-30T04:40:00.000-07:00

im NOT happy -.-
i lost my big Tupperware bottle that ive been using since form 1! last week -.-
THEN las friday i lost my OTHER small Tupperware bottle.
TODAY i freakin lost my accounts textbook and my maths file! damn. -.- why is my things all disappearing?!!

and smth else came to me today. i realised i miss my 7daw. EVERYTIME im at the verge of crying i'll turn to them. but they are not with me in college anymore and i dun rly hav anyone to turn to... i want them back.. i've been so reliable on them T.T

when i drove home, the puppy from 2 streets behind my hse got lost. in front of my hse. so i took him back to his house and walk home under the rain. now that i think abt it. its so dramatic. -.- then i saw a rainbow! there!

whats that suppose to mean? -.- my life's a joke today

zara!

2011-03-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

thats zara! :D she's a bitch. but i LOVE her ^^
and she is goin to KL. tmr. (damn..)
today we went for a farewell dinner with her. and we laughed. alot. xD
i'm always laughing when she is around. mannnn im gonna miss you za =)
so this post is to remind me. that i sort of promised
I'll WRITE TO YOU AND SEND YOU RANDOM CARDS!
make sure you write to me too ^^

PROM!

Prefect dinner 2009! (my prefect buddy)

LAST day of sch EVER! 2010.

Prefect dinner 2010 :D

YOU ME AND WOB! =)

our lame jokes : ceux qui
po wern
ho hu
WOB
churchle!

again?

2011-03-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

i've been trying to stop thinking about you, but somehow, u seem to always be lingering at the back of my mind...

SPM result day =)

2011-03-24T02:23:00.000-07:00

23rd march 2011. the dreaded day has arrived. xD time to get our results. i went to school, nervous and afraid. they announced the straight A scorers and asked them to go up on the stage. no, i was not one of them, but Cheryll, Chiew Tsann and Mun was. Congrats to you 3 ;D im so happy for you. =)

Then it was our turn to get our results xD i went and got mine and the moment i walked out frm the office i started crying xD hahah its an okayy result ah.. but i kinda expected more. =) luckily my girls were there to hug me ^^ well, actully alot of ppl hugged me xD but i was okay after awhile cuz crying in sch is embrassing. -.-

THERE IT IS. =(
Thennnn we went around looking for teachers but pn.Amanda wasnt there =(
i HAVE To go back n find her one day. then we waited for the hopitalized weiyi to come. =)
when she came and got her results, she started crying too xD so we all stayed there to pujuk her. Because she is hospitalized and because she was crying AND because she is our princess.

We immeadiately agreed to bring her to tutti frutti when she asked us to. xD
We called the guys along so. we ALL went to tutti frutti together.

yummm~

lol adrian posing xD
sim hugging everyone xD

the treasures i found in my life ;D

Then after tutti frutti and after walking at queensbay for a while, weiyi's mom came to pick her up back to the hospital.
After she went back, we all went to the arcade. xD played all sorts of games =)
superrr fun ^^

yeng? xD

they played...
LOOK! they set the highscore!! ;D

then we went to MaC D to eat. and started singing glee songs in Macd -.- sooo teruk XD nt VERY loud la.. but loud enuf XD

SW and TA they all were gonna go home, when they found our Jia Jun took their parking ticket home -.- then they had to wait another hour for Jiajun to come back n giv them the parking ticket. now, they're all mad at him xD poor guy.. xD

Then we went to tau pau food for weiyi and went to the hospital to visit her an JW. So ngam both of them hospitalized same time -.- i went to the hospital with them for a while then went home le. cuz i had a date with Steph at the gym xD and THAT was the end of another very very very memorable day of my life. I'm so glad i have such crazy friends. otherwise i would have been at home alone crying n sulking over my results xD i LOVE YA ALL!

The people who spent one of the worse --> best day of my life with me!
-Cheryll
-Sim
-Weiyi
-Chiew Tsann
-Soon Wei
-Boo-Yeong
-Joel
-Jia Jun
-Tong Aik
-Eugene
-Oliver
-Daniel
-Adrian
-Jay Sern
-Chin Hoo
-Jo Wern
♥

p/s: unforgettablememorieswiddyou ;D

Spontaneous trip with Mun And Tsann

2011-03-04T01:03:00.000-08:00

For Mun's 18th bday this year.. we went to straights Que to to have lunch. The plan was lunch. the shopping at Gurney. But then during lunch i randomly said i haven't been to kek lok si b4. So.. Mun sed lets go then! so instead of shopping at gurney... we went to kek lok si. -.- and we weren't even dressed properly for the trip. xD it was 3 and it was superrr hot. but it was fun! and totally worth it. i took alot alot of pictures! so i'm gonna post it here ^^

straights que~

lollipop!

the puppy ran towards us out of no where. o.o

Heading to kek lok si!

imma chicken!

look! 2 monkeys! =P

it was FUN!

Joy ♥

2011-03-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

frm the 21st of December to the 26th of February i had one of the most unforgettable experience in my life ;D smth i've always wanted to do. WORK IN A KINDERGARTEN.
and on the 28th i go into college. I had to squeeze in with the January intakes. So now i'm very left behind and i have to piaa to catch up. But even if i had the chance to re do everything and go into college on January. i wouldn't have. I would still choose to work 1st then pia for college ltr. Cuz if i went in during January, i wouldn't have met THEM!

The GIRLS.
AND BOYS
THAT I LOVE!

Samantha. my bibi ^^

Gabriel! the way he talks is rly cute!

K1 apple. part of my cls. ^^

Jia Xin.

Ah Hin! ♥
K1 APPLE!!! the cls i had to tahan with for 3 months! XD

Adrian and ah hin~

gan wen bin xD n adrian~
Josen!! damn naughty boy -.-

full day girls. who don't wanna sleep. everytime nap time.. they will talk n talk non stop -.-

Ah Hin and Samantha. 4 years olds. I LOVEEE THEMM! they are both so adorable..

Rennes and Yong Le. my cls girls ^^

Ikhwan.. the crybaby. -.- he's ALWAYS crying xD

Aerobics. I wont forget the day i was on duty to teach them aerobics. -.- i felt so stupid.

This girl is... Jia Xin. Pretty right? when she 1st came she didn't know how to speak anything other than mandarin. and she's damn blur. but nw btr le.. i think... o.o''

ching xi! he's 3 yrs old.. and whenever he sees me walking pass his cls.. he'll ignore the teacher, walk to me, hold my hand. THEN cry. -.- i duno why...

He tends to bite things.. anything... pencil, eraser, boxes, people... -.-

Primary sch day care. there's only four of them. but it feels like an entire class of 30. @@

sweet as strawberry! ♥

20th January 2011

2011-01-20T23:37:00.000-08:00

i cut my hair =x

new years eve 2010!

2011-01-04T01:27:00.000-08:00

For new year's eve, eugene hosted a potluck party at his house ;D
so we all went. =) most of us are form 5's 2010
i was glad i went because i havent seen most of them since prom. and Oliver and Daniel since after SPM! I MISSED THEM ALL =(

31st of December is also SOONWEI'S BIRTHDAY! so we celebrated for him sekali ;D along with farewell for those who are goin to NS.

the birthday boy!

The cake.. BEFORE...
AFTER. they sort of.. smashed his face into the cake.. -.-
n its disgusting now xD
Later... we played twister!

whoah jaysern strong!! xD
sw yeng? =P
i more yeng! xD

♥ hehehe dats all at eugene's house! then we wet Qb countdown. it was kinda stupid cuz the jam was very teruk and the fireworks was very lame. =) so then we went to Jaysern's house. Played cards drank abit then me and ryll went back to my house. she overnited at my house n all the other guys overnite at jaysern's house =D
p/s: this last part is suppose to be p&c =x

Prom ^^

2011-01-01T06:42:00.000-08:00

20th DECEMBER 2010
My short version of prom. =)
prom preperation: looking for THE dress xD

MAKE UP. >>> my cousin xD she so pro.

DONE! za sed i hav monster eyes ;P
Thats us! =D
TABLE 9~

I was working at the reception at first, then we went into the ballroom to get place to sit. we chose the front n middle table xD
the weiyi gav me my 17th birthday present! its a shoebox with lots and lots of things inside! xD so sweet of her. <3
then joel gave me a present too. from joel,soonwei, tongaik and adrian. ;D nice necklace. thanks!
then, for most of the time i was so busy running around, the counting votes. but i'm glad i was commitee. or else sit on table nth much to do... =) i like being occupied.
After all the prom king and queen thing was announced and over. we danced a while and took pictures before going home =) it was really nice. blogged it so that i'll remember forever ^^

Za, me, Sim.
Za sed she was sexy. rly? o.o
Tsann =) too bad she had to go home early...

Mun o.o so hawt xD
Our little princess became prom Queen! xD
Melissa <3
She permed her hair!
leng lui~

Prom Queen, Prom king, Best dressed girl and guy~

ryll MC! xD
thanks dad for fetching us at 12. even though u got work the next day =)

my tattoo ;P *kenot rly c oso.-.-*

christmas BBQ

2010-12-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

here's da christmas party at Caryn's house!
23rd of December i hosted a pot luck christmas party at my house. it was a bbq.
at 1st we did it in the park. And then.. it RAINED. -.-

So we ended up running back home with all the bbq stuff.
so instead of bbq we fried all the sausages and fishballs.

Cheryll frying sausage with SOUP SENDUK -.-

Here's more pics!

Soon Wei =)
Za. fui! gaya!
We used the portable bbq stove.

girls bbq ing =)

Jay Sern

Then we played truth or dare =)

SW going to LICK THE TREE
We got bored then ply cho tai tee~

Drank abit and SW got drunk xD

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

p/s: Fun =)

=)

2010-12-19T06:33:00.000-08:00

okay. so did i manage to have dinner with my girls?
no. everyone's too busy this year...

so end up my parents felt bad for me and let me pick the place i wan for dinner tonite. i wanted to go to this hawker stall in town but they sed it was too far. so, ended up ate in a restaurant near BJ. This year is rather uneventful... stayed online to watch movies, saying thankyou more than 100 times and playing neopets the whole day. xD and i really looked forward to today too... since it was after SPM i assumed i would have alot of fun. =) oh well, life doesn't go the way u want them to... disney songs and fairytales had made my day today though. The music on my blog just kept playing the whole day.

so, here it is. MY 17 TH birthday! i can finally learn to DRIVE now! Thankyou again to all who wished me.

♥ ryn

Happy Birthday Rynn! ;D

2010-12-18T22:56:00.000-08:00

ok. last year. at 12.00am, 19th December, i was in shock when my 3 friends (sim,yi,ryll) brought a pizza out of Gaik Sim's kitchen singing happy birthday for me. xD We stayed over at her house because it was 2 masquerade night the next day. And they surprised me with a pizza. it was not a cake, it was a pizza. xD here's the pic. This was me LAST YEAR on 19th December.

This year, at 12.00am 19th December, i was DYING of boredom. Sittin on the dinning table with my parents discussing about collegeand waiiiting for my phone to ring... -.- Turns out. This year, the first to wish me was GAIK SIM! <3 thankyou darling~ ily! xD
So then i went on facebook. replied birthday wishes, went neopet ing and went to sleep at 3.
Woke up at 12. and had a typical sunday afternoon. And now... at 3.02pm. I'm blogging. i invited the girls out tonite for dinner abt 40 mins ago. But so far i only got replies from tsann and sim. I hope they'll reply me soon. Then at least i can actually have a memorable birthday with them this year too. =)

9th Dec 2010

2010-12-11T20:29:00.000-08:00

on the 9th December, day after spm i went out for a movie marathon with yi! ;)
kinda lazy to type so, im gonna keep it short.
1st we watched rapunzel, at 12.40...

the we continue with narnia, at 2.20

then lastly harry potter at 5.10 ;)

had lotssa fun ^^

Free~

2010-12-08T07:37:00.001-08:00

8th December 2010.
Chapter: My High School Life.

~owari~
~The End~

SPM

2010-11-23T03:54:00.000-08:00

IT BEGINS. . .

;D 當你孤單你會想起誰?

2010-11-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ni de xin qing zong zai fei
Shen me shi dou xiang qu zhui
Xiang zhua zhu yi dian an wei
Ni zong shi xi guan zai ren
Qun zhong pai huei
Ni zui hai pa gu dan de zhi wei

Ni de xin na me chui
Yi peng jiu hui shui
Jing bu qing yi dian feng chui
Ni de shen bian zong shi yao
Shu duo ren pei
Ni zui hai pa mei tian de tian hei

Dan shi tian zong hui hei
Ren zong yao li bie
Shui ye bu neng yong yuan pei shui
Er gu dan de zi wei
Shui dou yao mian dui
Bu zhi shi ni wo
Hui gan jue dao pi bei

chorus : dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui
Ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei
Ni de kuai le shang bei
Zhi yao wo neng ti hui
Rang wo zai pei ni zhou yi hui

Your mood is always flying,
wanting to chase everything
wanting to capture some comfort.
You always like to linger in a crowd
You are most afraid of the taste of loneliness.

Your heart is so brittle,
once touched, it will shatter.
It can’t even make it through a light wind.
You always want to be with a lot of people by your side.
You are most afraid of every day’s nightfall.

But the sky will always darken
People inevitably have to leave
No one can accompany someone else forever

Everyone has to face
the feeling of loneliness
You and I are not the only ones who feel exhaustion.

Who will you think of when you are lonely
do you want to find someone to accompany you
as long as I can experience your happiness and sorrow
let me accompany you for while.

讓我再陪你走一回~

Prefect dinner 2010

2010-10-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

It was the 30th of october. nite b4 Halloween.
Prefect dinner was held in GI hotel (gerbang ilmu) -.-
at 1st everyone thought it'd be lame. but atleast the food will be nice?
The 1st thing i thought about was how hot it might be.
but end up. it rained. -.- so it was super cold. xD
but altogether the food WAS nice and it wasnt THAT bad. ;)
i vry lazy to blog. so... pictures ;D

we sat on table number 9 ;D

za ;D
Performance.
Performance from the form 5 boys xD

melissa n nifhail.

eugene n zara ;D

li ean and angelyn ;D

form 5 getting prize. =)

me n WOB ;S

Us and OWOB

Form 5 prefects 2009-2010
=)
will miss you all.

2nd hand books for sale! ;D

2010-10-23T08:51:00.001-07:00

Summary : Jack and Spiggot have stirred up some serious trouble. They've succeeded in recruiting the faerie armies of the Highlands and the Emerald Isle but their forces are still outnumbered by those under the command of the black-hearted wizard, Mallmoc.
RM: 15.00

Summary : Jack's fought with giants, escaped the clutches of an evil warlock and rescued a damsel in distress, but he's still no closer to finding his way back home. Instead, he's caught up in Spiggot's crazy quest to defeat the dreaded Thrum. If they succeed, the King just might help Jack return home.
RM: 15.00
Summary : Joe, like his name suggests, is average. He gets average marks, has average looks and average sporting ability. (Bar his natural talent for ultimate frisbee). Joe is the guy who always drops the baton and never gets the girl. With the end of Year 12 looming Joe is pushed to make decisions about his future. Although he tries his best not to take life seriously, he begins to realise that sooner or later, he is going to have to grow up. The King of Whatever is one of the most enjoyable young adult novels I have read in the last year. It is fun, contemporary, has a funny central character and deals with important issues for this readership. What are you going to do with your life? How can you decide when you are 18 years old? What is most important to you? Did you know your dad actually likes to watch Seinfeld more than the news? What is particularly impressive about this novel is the way that it depicts teenage boys. The novel captures the wit, values and voices of 18-year-old Australian boys perfectly. For this reason it would be particularly good for older boys who are reluctant readers.
RM: 15.00

Summary : When the four Stanley children meet Amanda, their new stepsister, they're amazed to learn that she studies witchcraft. They're stunned to see her dressed in a strange costume, carrying a pet crow and surrounded by a pile of books about the supernatural. It's not long before Amanda promises to give witchcraft lessons to David, Jamie and the twins. But that's when strange things start happening in their old house. David suspects Amanda of causing mischief, until they learn that the house really was haunted long ago.

Legend has it that a ghost cut the head off of a wooden cupid on the stairway. Has the ghost returned to strike again?

RM 10.00

Summary : Paris and Hector are brothers, both princes of Troy,(sons of Priam) Paris steals Helen, (the queen of Sparta) or Menelaus' (king of Sparta) wife. Menelaus gets his big brother Agamemnon to join forces with him and attack Troy. To win the war, Agamemnon knows he has to have the best (and in that time period it was Achilles (the greastest warrior that ever lived)). So he recruits Achilles to fight with the Greeks. When they attack Troy's beach (and win it) the soldiers find Briesis (cousin of Hector and Paris) hiding in the temple and bring her to Achilles to "amuse him". He starts off playfully provoking her but she and he eventually fall for each other, which creates trouble for the himself and the royal family in "The war that will be remembered for one thousand years."
RM 15.00

Summary : Walking the streets of Moscow, indistinguishable from the rest of its population, are the Others. Possessors of supernatural powers and capable of entering the Twilight, a shadowy parallel world existing in parallel to our own, each Other owes allegiance either to the Dark or the Light. The "Night Watch", first book in the "Night Watch" trilogy, follows Anton, a young Other owing allegiance to the Light. As a Night Watch agent he must patrol the streets and metro of the city, protecting ordinary people from the vampires and magicians of the Dark. When he comes across Svetlana, a young woman under a powerful curse, and saves an unfledged Other, Egor, from vampires, he becomes involved in events that threaten the uneasy truce, and the whole city...

All that stands between darkness and light is The Night Watch...

RM 15.00

Summary : Ben wanted a Mongolian Fighting Fish more than anything: and he’d been saving for months to buy one. But when he goes to Mr Dodds's Pet Emporium with his hard-earned savings, he buys a cat instead. He didn't have a choice, really. The cat insisted.

Iggy (as the tabby likes to be called) has an amazing story to tell. He comes from a place called Eidolon, a parallel world to our own, which some call the Secret Country. It is a world full of magic and magical things – dragons, selkies, sprites and centaurs; dinosaurs, mermaids and monsters.

And as the two soon discover, Iggy is not the only animal to fall victim to the pet-store owner's devious scheme: Mr Dodds is stealing the Secret Country's magical creatures and selling them to England's rich and curious. Away from their homeland, the imported dragons, wood sprites, unicorns, and sabre-toothed tigers are rapidly becoming sick. The welfare of every creature with any connection to the Secret Country is under immediate threat. What's more, it seems Ben's mother is their long-lost queen.

With his mother's life hanging in the balance, it's up to Ben to play his part in an ancient prophecy and prove he's worthy of the title Prince of Eidolon.

RM 10.00

Summary : The white owl comes to rest on a fig tree that grows below Penelope's chamber. This is the only room in the palace where a light is still burning. This is where she is needed.

Penelope, faithful and devoted wife of Odysseus, has been waiting for more than ten years for her husband to return to their home, Ithaka, a beautiful island set in the blue waters of the Ionion Sea. There has been no word from him since the end of the war in Troy and she has no idea whether he survived the sack of the city.

Klymene is a young handmaiden, and when the peace of Ithaka is shattered by the arrival of strangers ambitious for the hand of her mistress, Penelope, she too becomes caught up in passions inspired by the gods...
RM 15.00

Summary : Manlius is a 5th C Roman patrician living in Provence who has studied with the wise, reclusive Sophia. He writes his understanding of her teaching in his essay, 'Dream of Scipio,' which trades on an essay by the great Roman orator, Cicero. Sensing that the Empire is gravely threatened, he makes a pact with barbarians, sells out his neighbors, slays his adopted son, and becomes a bishop of the Christian religion, which he has long despised. Late in this ruthless and doomed attempt to salvage what he values most in his world, Sophia makes it clear that he has misunderstood her teaching.

Olivier is an astonishingly gifted 14th century Provencal poet whose intolerant father tries to stifle his love of letters, among which is Manlius's 'Dream'; his father destroys the manuscript, but Olivier recopies it from memory. As plague advances on their region, Olivier finds a mentor in the high churchman, Ceccani, who is bent on keeping the papacy in Avignon. He plans to destroy Jews as symbolic expiation for plague, widely construed to be a form of divine punishment. Olivier befriends a Jewish scholar and falls in love with his beautiful heretic servant.

The 'Dream' and the imprisonment of his friends lead Olivier to question and then betray his mentor. Either because of his efforts to save them, or for his role in a murder, he is mutilated--his tongue and hands cut off to rob him of speech and writing. The brutal mutilation appears early in the book--it is not fully explained until the end.

RM 12.00

Summary : After their father dies, twins Connor and Grace, faced with a choice between an orphanage or adoption by an odious banker, instead steal their father's sailboat and put to sea. Caught in a storm, their boat is wrecked and they are separated. Connor is picked up by a pirate ship, while Grace is rescued by a ship full of vampires. Determined to find his sister again, Connor joins the pirates, while Grace tries to avoid becoming a "donor" to the vampires.
RM 12.00

Summary : Eighteen-year-old Laurel Blackburn travels to Ireland to visit her grandparents on the one year anniversary of the death of her twin sister, Honor. The previous year, while the two of them had been visiting Ireland, Honor fell to her death from Bray Head. Laurel blamed herself; if she had been with Honor, rather than with Ian Gray, the minister's attractive but rebellious son, Honor wouldn't have climbed Bray Head and she wouldn't have died.

Honor had believed in fairies, but Laurel is more pragmatic. But she so desperately wants Honor back, that when a cluricaun appears and tells her that she can save Honor, she has no choice but to believe. The cluricaun tells her that the Summer King is missing, and without the Summer King to light the ring of fire on Midsummer's Eve, Faerie is in trouble. And since Faerie and the human world are linked, the loss is affecting the human world as well. If Laurel can find the Summer King and bring him back to light the fire, Faerie will be restored and Honor will be saved.
RM 15.00

Summary : Rose Hathaway knows it is forbidden to love another guardian. Her best friend, Lissa-the last Dragomir princess-must always come first. Unfortunately, when it comes to gorgeous Dimitri Belikov, some rules are meant to be broken...

But since making her first Strigoi kills, Rose hasn't been feeling right. Something dark has begun to grow in her mind, and ghostly shadows warn of a terrible evil drawing nearer to the Academy's iron gates. And now that Lissa and Rose's sworn enemy, Victor Dashkov, is on trial for his freedom, tensions in the Moroi world are higher than ever.

Lying to Lissa about Dimitri is one thing but suddenly there's way more than friendship at stake. The immortal undead are on the prowl, and they want vengeance for the lives that Rose has stolen. In a heart-stopping battle to rival her worst nightmare, Rose will have to choose between life, love, and the two people who matter most..but will her choice mean that only one can survive?
RM 15.00

Summary : Melanie Stryder refuses to fade away. The earth has been invaded by a species that take over the minds of their human hosts while leaving their bodies intact, and most of humanity has succumbed.

Wanderer, the invading "soul" who has been given Melanie's body, knew about the challenges of living inside a human: the overwhelming emotions, the too vivid memories. But there was one difficulty Wanderer didn't expect: the former tenant of her body refusing to relinquish possession of her mind.

Melanie fills Wanderer's thoughts with visions of the man Melanie loves - Jared, a human who still lives in hiding. Unable to separate herself from her body's desires, Wanderer yearns for a man she's never met. As outside forces make Wanderer and Melanie unwilling allies, they set off to search for the man they both love.

RM 25.00

youguys~

2010-10-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

YOU FOUND ME ;D

a dream is a wish ure heart makes~

2010-10-12T22:12:00.000-07:00

Suddenly a flash of memory came to her. she got up from the bed to her bedside table. Where a diary and a pen sat in the corner. Usually, she would write her day in the book before she went to sleep but today it seems, was an exception. Vaguely she remembered going hiking with a friend. She must have met him then. she was not sure. The images mixed up and the scene changed. She was sitting in a car with another friend, the friend's mother in the driver's seat while they were sitting behind. Then who was the guy sitting in front next to the driver and the guy sitting next to her on the other side of the back seat?

It suddenly noticed his hands around her waist and she was leaning on him. She felt her heart beating fast but she didn't understand why. They then came to a stop and both the guys had stepped out of the car leaving her and her friend behind. Alarmed, she tried to open the door but it was locked the car moved and she knew she would never see him again. In her rush to open the door, she did not notice the piece of paper on the seat. Her friend picked it up and read to her. it said. ' I didn't want to, but i had to. Bye.' the images faded.

she woke up with a jolt. her heart hammering in her chest. she felt her wet pillow, unknowingly, she had shed tears over a dream that she had earlier. Suddenly alert, she quickly picked up her phone to check the time. 1.17pm. Had she not decide to skip school this morning and went back to sleep, she would not have experience the heartbreaking nightmare she just had. Sitting up, breathing heavily, she tried to remember what the dream was about. But all that she could remember was. I finally had him and i let him go.

She felt a sense of loss. It might have been just a dream. A dream she could barely remember and dreams are gone once you wake up. But it had meant something to her. As she finished the last sentence in the diary she realized that the page was wet. Stained with the tears she shed over a stupid dream.

HI!! I'M BACK!

2010-10-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hello! woof woof! i'm back! jie jie let me use the computer to blog about my birthday!
it was on the 2nd of OCTOBER which was, yesterday. the nite before, i got to sleep in the maid's room int he kitchen. THE WHOLE ROOM TO MYSELF!!!
hehehehe! was so happy in the morning i went upstairs to wake mummy and daddy up. ^^
they took me out for a walk n i played with REX! then they went out and left me to sleep at home =(

At night when they came home,
guess what? they bought me my BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!
i got a chew toy, and a... BONE!

SEE??? i'm gonna post pictures now of my birthday!

daddy holding it. i cant reach!!! so mean =(

I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!

mommy tryin to take it away!
NOOOOO! (i look so scary in this picture)
must be the flash =P

im actually this cute. =P

I vain. *smiles*

Shot 2! *smiles*

i lost interest.
hmmm bone... yummmm~

<3

Mummy and me!

He took my bone again. -.-

I CAN JUMP! and im gonna get it BACK! (lousy cam >.>)

Well, dats all on my birthday. so.. im officially 1 YEAR OLD! human years and...
7 YEARS OLD. dog years!

Imma big girl now!

and i ♥

♥ caryn zeh zeh.
♥ mummy
♥ daddy
♥ ko kor
♥ ah ma
♥ aunty grace
♥ aunty cheryll
♥ weiyi zeh zeh
♥ rex!
♥ any EVERYBODY WHO LOVES ME TOO!

buhbye~
♥ lotssa love,
BAMBEE~

Meaning of friendship. =)

2010-09-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

MR Wikipedia says . . .

In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship and association can be thought of as spanning across the same continuum. The study of friendship is included in sociology, social psychology, anthropology, philosophy, and zoology. Various theories of friendship have been proposed, among which are social exchange theory, equity theory, relational dialectics, and attachment styles.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

The tendency to desire what is best for the other
Sympathy and empathy
Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
Mutual understanding and compassion
Trust in one another (able express feelings - including of the other's actions - without the fear of being judged); able to go to each other for emotional support
Positive reciprocity - a relationship is based on equal give and take between the two parties.

p/s: you were my jewels. my treasure. =)

ouch !

2010-09-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

i had wished that it wouldn't be so difficult. but it is difficult. so suck it up caryn!

amusing. xD

2010-09-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

my cousin went to spore lately and posted her pictures on facebook.
then. while i was browsing, i came across something i never saw before and is highly amusing. xD
so i decided to share it on my blog xD
those things in the picture! no, its not bra.
its underwear with sponge -.-'' probably to make ure ass kiau er. xD
19.00 singapore dollar, nt cheap eh~

When i cook!

2010-08-29T00:27:00.000-07:00

today mommy went to KL so i was left in charge to cook lunch.
and~ i made full use of it. ^^
with kor kor, i cooked roast chicken, potatoe pie, salad, and spaghetti!

heating the salad o.o!
lettuce xP
setting~
sause~
chickeen~
potatoe pie =D
SPAGHETTI!
salad~
THE meal~ ^^

new outlook. xD

2010-08-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

7 days ago i had a haircut. it was...
shocking. now...
7days later. i feel better. =)
so im gonna post it on my blog as a memory!
so that nex time i'll noe how i look with hair like that! ;D

BEFORE~

AFTER~

overnite ;D

2010-08-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday~ cheryll and weiyi overnite at my place.
we didnt do much this time. just watched movie

it was a tru story of a foot ball player. was damn cool. the lady beside him is his mum.
she adopted him in when he had no where to go..
touching~

we go some snacks~ bring the blanket downstairs, on air con. and started watching~

Bee came with us. ^^ girls nite xD

princess~ fed by weiyi. xD
gave weiyi puppy dog look whole nite jus to get fed.
weiyi was the only one that couldnt resist xD

and she fell asleep ^^ me n cheryll watched till the end.
then we went upstairs talked a while then slept at 3 xD
woke up with a head ache the nex morning @@
but it was cosy and warm to have YOU GUYS around after the horrible 3 menyampah ppl
that ruined my mood da whole week. -.-
oh well~ ily weiyi! cheryll! bambee!

p/s: unforgettablememorieswiddyou! ;D

UNDANG~

2010-08-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

Skipped school for undang exam today ;D
sengaja wanna skip school one. so last min say kia, go take exam.
we only had 1 nite to study n pia.
it was kinda scary. cuz when i was in the car i talked to another girl.
and she sed this was her 10th time RETAKING it. >.<
There was a rainbow. its just too light to see in this pic.
beautiful it is.
good omen? yes!

in the van to the exam place. ;D
sim and yi. read! read!

there it is... after 1 hour plus wait. we finally took our exam.
it was a computer test.
everything was so chann -.-
but lol cant complain. xD
cuz i PASSED!
46/50!
rainbow was a good omen after all =)

on the way home i took another photo.
i realized i rly like taking photos xD
with my new cam ^^

pic of the day:

i see you where ever i go. <3

=)

2010-08-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

today i went school, see itu tiga org laki mia muka.
still feel vry menyampah. -.-
go fb c numbe 1 and 2 bullshit.
i like wanna vomit la.
asshole. -.-

mayb it'll go away soon. mayb it wont. =)
today nt goin physic ttn oso.
feel quite relieved actually. im vry tired. =(
lucky nt goin sch tmr.
undang test! here i come! xD

GUYS ARE USELESS

2010-08-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

GUYS ARE SOOOOO %$%#@##$*&*(%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzzzzzzzzz

I AM SUPER DUPER DAMN ANNOYED ANGRY AND HURT BY 3 PEOPLE AT THE MOMENT.

AND I NID TO KHI SIAW NOW! -.-''

NUMBER 1!

I PALING BEH TONG EH! STUPID ASSHOLE IN MY CLASS! dah la muka damn 584!
voice oso so annoying. laugh oso extra loud. tok oso extra loud. sneeze oso extra loud! sing oso extra loud! like shyt nia! i VERY VERY LONG nv angry at sum random guy in school like dat already. he is driving me insaneee!!!! i feel like screaming n punching him with all my bitchy ness -.-'' so gau fake. bodek punya la pandai. as if u vry smart. in the end oso luan luan tembak oni one la. as if very gentlemen liddat. pui! go n die la. -.- wanna flirt wid girls ar?! c mirror 1st la. i hear ure voice. c ure face oso wanna vomit adee! zzzzz

NUMBER 2!

Whole day self pity. merajuk MACAM PEREMPUAN! I NV SEE GUYS LIDDAT B4 eh.
attitude mcm perempuan PMS. -.- dah la make ppl cry adee summore act as if u sendiri vry ko lian tai liddat. see adee oso menyampah. wan anything juz say la. nt happy juz say la! tarik here tarik there for wad! jual mahal. GUY JUAL MAHAL.-.- wth man... make ppl susah oni. -.- you dont realize how lucky you are. -.- and one day u will learn to regret it. I WILL MAKE SURE DAT DAY COMES.

NUMBER 3!

i rly dunno wad to do wid u adee. -.- mayb its time i forget abt it.
its damn frustrating.
zzzzzzzzzz

Taking chances

2010-08-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

ADDICTION! ;D

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

its nt frm glee. nor is it celine dion.
its some singer called speedy?
i found it quite cute. so post it. ;D

hmm.. so waddaya think girls?
waddaya say to taking chances?? <3

my darling princess~

2010-08-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

Short. Random. Post. xD

Stalked bee bee while she was sleeping 3 nites ago. xD

since the ceiling in my house runtuh. -.- bambee has been sleeping with me in my room. under the computer table. xD

princess~ =)
yesterday the ceiling was repaired and yesterday nite she had to sleep downstairs again.
she made noise the whole night.-.- throwing tantrum.
we ignored her. n by this morning, she finally shut up xD

nt happy that i woke her up. xD i kena jeling.

curll~

PRINCESS!

canteen day 2010!

2010-08-08T00:29:00.000-07:00

ITS CANTEEN DAY. AND IM FORM FIVE!

FINALLY!
its going to be over.
for the first time in 5 years im nt selling anything. so ive gots lotssa time to walk around. =0

and take pics!
The 5 Bestari stall. selling marshmellows on stick. xD

The 5 Arif stall. selling spaghetti and MASH POTATOES!!

Bala! =D known him for the 11th year this year. xD

5 DINAMIK stall! ice blended!!

MAGAZINE BOARD STALL! popcorn!

boo yeonG! like uncle liddat.
shoutting in front of the stall for ppl to come. xD

BAND! angie and joel singing! woot!!!
my bitch!

oliver, pei li, daniel, and adrian playing~

jowern, me, ryll ;D

Singing teacher.~

kimono fair. =)

i didnt get a chance to try cuz mummy was here already. =)
tsann n mun! leng lui ;D

POTATOES!

2010-08-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

On 6th august. me and ryll went to tsann's hse to prepare mash potatoes for canteen day which was on the 7th. ;D it was what their class, 5 Arif was selling.
When i sampai.we met evelyn there. thenn...
my 1st reaction was o.o! so many potatoes ar?!
ma peel till siaw!
and yea... we mmg peel n mash till siaw. -.-
1st we washed them potatoes.
thenn~ put them in the microwave oven for 10 mins... =)

thake them out, peel, then mash them!

peeling and mashing was lotsa work!

THE MUTATED ONE! o.o!

When we were about to heat the last batch of potatoes... the microwave over BROKE DOWN.
-.- of all times. according to tsann... it was 22 years old already -.-

so... we boi;ed the potatoes using gas instead. and...
half way?
NO GAS!
-.- drama mannn~ luckily the potatoes were already soft enough.
but our dinner wasnt cooked enough...
stupid gas stove.-.-

half cooked dinner. -.-
so tsann called her father to get dinner for us. and we continued
peeling
mashing
mixing salt n pepper. xD

i hate peeling! -.-

then... when we were finally almost done..
washing.
tsann did all that =)

our potatoe ;D

Then... Uncle came back. WITH OUR DINNER!

yay!

p/s: unforgetablememorieswiddyou! ;D

hope ;)

2010-08-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

The end of my world has reached,
The sky, falling into pieces,
Pieces of blue and gray around me,
All that's left of my l;onely world.

Then you came along,
And showed me the light,
I reached out to you but the fallen sky,
reminded me of the pain and grief i once felt.

The fall of my world left me with none,
So i worked hard to build us one,
Piece by piece, pain and joy, fear and anger,
Our world slowly comes back to life.

But as time passes, it slowly fades,
Please dont destroy it, after all the effort made,
Its beggining but i'll try, faith will remain,
For, i pray, i wont have to feel darkness again.

I wont allow it to happen,
I cross my heart and make this vow,
No matter what our worl will never be treatened,
Even if we do part, it'll be on good terms.

The promise you made, i truly believe,
My heart and soul, you have received,
Together we walk this path of life,
Our hands held tightly, oursteps are light,
Let us face life, by each other's side.

i was cleaning my room and i found it in a ragged piece of paper. was written by me and tsann 2 years ago. =) in 2008. if im nt wrong, durin teknik menjawab PMR when we weren't listening. xD
it was nostalgic. fun to post ^^

p/s: unforgetablememorieswiddyou ;D

the little red dot.

2010-08-01T05:43:00.001-07:00

the little red dot that came frm cheryll's blog. damn annoying red dot. xD

Put The Big Red Button on your site

Shoppin ;D

2010-07-31T06:13:00.000-07:00

WE"RE GOIN SHOPPING!

after such a long time. we are finally goin out shopping together again! this time, with $$$ to actually buy smth xD its late and i lazy wanna type adee. so pictures~

excited cheryll! after ages of not goin out widd frens ;D

i get to pan leng leng! =P

me and sim at brands outlet. the hairband was suppose to look retarted xD
but its nt big enuf. =/

Ryll wanted to shop for shoees~ so..

sim. pick pick!

and those pair of shoes now belong to CHERYLL!

walk walk. weiyi > ryll > sim.

we went to acewin. 1st hiau pic of the day~

WOOT! xD

model for one piece sexy swimming suit ;D

kekeke.

feminine?

cute? ;D *dis dress nice!*

or similar?? *retard gila ;P*

girls~
thats me! today. ^^

shopping widd u girls was fun ;D

p/s: unforgetablememorieswiddyou ;D

a twinge of regret.

2010-07-29T22:42:00.000-07:00

WHAT IF...
i went anyway. would i have won a medal back?
will he finally acknowledge me?

chem online xD

2010-07-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

ever hear of studying online? well my chem sucks. like seriously. -.-
so today, b4 exam. ryll is helping me study CARBON COMPOUND ONLINE. =)
which is actually quite weird but at least it works. ;D btr than me nt studying at all.
THANKS ryll! i had to catat it down in my blog so i'll always rmb youuu! kekeke.

[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*lol
*anyyyywayyyyss
*alkanes
c a r y n ♣ says:
*ok..
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*they are SATURATED
*hydrocarbons
*hydrocarbons means..organic compounds that only contain carbon and hydrogen elements
*hence the name
c a r y n ♣ says:
*ok..
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*the molecular formula is CnH(2n+2)
*like normal math ni
*xD
*alkanes oni ada SINGLE bond
c a r y n ♣ says:
*uh huh.. means oni gt -
*no =
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*yeaa
*then naming u noe right
*first 4, MEPB
*then the rest all same ni
*xD
c a r y n ♣ says:
*yea
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*physical properties
*em..
c a r y n ♣ says:
*wait
*i tak faham CnH(2n+2)
*apa itu?
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*em..
*lets say 1 carbon atom
*which is methane
*means the n = 1
*so.. the methane formula is C(1)H(2(1)+2)
*so.. CH4
*methane
c a r y n ♣ says:
*ohhh
*ok ok
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*ethane is?
c a r y n ♣ says:
*so mu rmb le hor?
*C(2)H(2(2)+(2)
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*erm.. i guess... :S
*i hope the ygive the formula thingy la
c a r y n ♣ says:
*c2H6
*??
*is it?
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*yeap
*:D
c a r y n ♣ says:
*okay ;D
*nex nex?
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*physical properties
*as the number of carbon atoms increase, the size of molecules increase
*they are NOT SOLUBLE in water
*they are SOLUBLE in organic solvents
*they DONT conduct electricity cuz consist of molecules oni; no moving ions
c a r y n ♣ says:
*alkane. carbon atom uop. size uo. nt soluble in water. soluble in organic solvents no conduct electricity
*ok
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*em..then.. its like..MEPB are gases
*the rest liquid
c a r y n ♣ says:
*oh ok..
*OMG i juz went down to get water
*tv was on. clash of the god. its like. discovery abt all greek legends!!!!
*damn exam!
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*LOL
*dont worry
*got repeat
*:D
c a r y n ♣ says:
*but i wont know whennn!
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*haha check
c a r y n ♣ says:
*i duno whr the thing is. lol
*my hse oway duno go whr one the mag
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*guide guide
*the..
*menu wan
*but susah abit lar
*lol
c a r y n ♣ says:
*yea
*haihh.. sudah ditakdirkan
*nvm study study
*=(
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*lolXD
*chemical properties
c a r y n ♣ says:
*k
*u gone?
*o.o
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*huh?
*oh i waiting for u torespong
*respond*
*lolXD
*okeh okeh
*i go on
*haha
c a r y n ♣ says:
*LOL i oso waiting
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*uhh
c a r y n ♣ says:
*k..
[ *c h e r y l l* ] ('.') says:
*then alkanes undergo SUBSTITUITION reaction
*with uh.. halogens
*halogens are like.. chlorine n bromine
*under ultraviolet light right, alkane and chlorine undergo substituition..
*say..
*methane + chlorine ----> chloromethane
c a r y n ♣ says:
*ooohhh
*cool
*ok..
*thn?

blablabla~ it went on for a while...
if i can answer tmr. its tanks to you! CHERYLL!
TQ. ;D

cheerleading ;D

2010-07-24T02:08:00.001-07:00

WE WERE FORCED INTO THIS.
its not that we didnt want to join. it because we were too lazy to stay back for practise.
so... we refused to join until like... 3 days b4 the competition.
Mr Lee said we should juz go ahead and do it. btr than pulling out. so we did.
since we were joining anyway, might as well enjoy it. so we bought t shirts and dressed up!
looks PRO but actually practise 2 days oni one. xD n oni tried full song ONCE before goin up the stage to compete. LOL.
so.... with no experience at all, and 2 days of practise only... (without all our members)

we went to compete. -.-

the GREEN team! xD

OLAHRAGA CHEERLEADING TEAM xD

kakakakaka~
TADAAAA! end!!!!! cehhhh~
yeng bo? =P

7daw(widdout melissa)

LOL so... after the competition we HEARD that we gt 2nd! -.- i was like...
"oi... u see correct one or nt? we olahraga u noe?!"
if its true...

IT SOOOO WORTH 2 DAYS OF PRACTISE XD <3

p/s: unforgettablememorieswiddyou ;D

you and me ;)

2010-07-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

ily! <3 bambee! 7daw! and alll my friends!

i finally fixed it =)

2010-07-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

21st July.

well, i never saw it coming i should have started running,
a long long time ago,
I never thought i'd doubt you, but i'm better off without you,
more than you, more than you know
im slowly getting closure
i guess its really over =)
[over you, chris daughtry]

Last year it had still been kinda awkward. but today, i realized that...
IM FINALLY GETTING BETTER. ;D
and now, its just a memory i decided to keep.
hence, the post. ^^

p/s: the kitty is cute! xD

happy birthday~

weiyi's 17th ;D

2010-07-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

It was weiyi’s birthday. I was suppose to meet up with the girls in neway early that Monday morning. But something came up along the way. SPCA said that they couldn’t pick up the rest of the puppies at grandma’s place. So me and mummy rushed to grandma’s house to send the puppies to spca. 3 of them were put in a box and then in the car as we brought them to SPCA. Afew days later they were put up for adoption. Al though one was gone already… duno whr it went. Adopted hopefully…
in the box. xD
=)
In SPCA. after their 'guardian' me -.- sign contract. LOL

woof woof!
nomore le... i hope he's adopted...

fat n cubbyyyy~ nice colour =)

Damn playfull!

Anyway, by the time I got there, it was already 2 + and mun had to go soon. We pan leng leng. With make up all… and we sang a few song with mun. and ordered food. =) the food in neway is SOOOO much nicer than in red box! Hahahaha thennnn we ki siaw ed… when mun left I haven’t siaw yet.. but after dat.. like.. after food.. I start adee. -.-

It was fun… screaming n shouting on the mike with the waiters outside, who keep looking in.. out of curiousity… of maybe he was juz afraid that we’d trash the place. xD Later we ordered a jug of beer and shared it out to yam sengg to weiyi turning 17!
Tsann drink until red red =P

This outing is definitely one of the funest ever~ we should do it again. With MORE ppl. xD

I felt really good today. Its like.. all da worries I had the past few days.. I just danced,drank n shouted it all away… =)
I love you all! <3>

beeer~ mmm~

sim sim in charge to pick song xD
in pic: her solo emo song.

drink drink drink!

bday girl ;D

sit la! ltr sofa runtuh. -.-

IT WAS AWESOME!!!! ♥♥♥

p/s: unforgettablememorieswiddyou<3

dynami

2010-07-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

dynami means strength in Greek. =)

today is the 100th day of my grandfather's death so i went over to grandma's place after pai at the temple. and today, 11th of july, happened something i'll never forget.

for the 1st time in my life. I watched a 1 month + old puppy who's lost her whole back n one leg alive and still strong enought to live. She dragged her self and her rotten broken leg from the field across grandma's house into the gate and under my uncle's motocycle. Although most parts of her body and back has rotten she still had the will to live. Yet, she held on to hope.

I watched as she struggled to move.
i watched as she struggled to drink a bit of water.
I watched as she took in food and threw it out again.

the lower back of her body was already rotten and without medical treatment there was no way she could live long. If only i had money and car. i would have taken her to the nearest vet and get her healed. She was a stray dog who some unless person carried and left in front of my grandma's door. because my grandma would feed them every evening.
She came with 2 other sibling who were still healthy and playful this morning when i last saw them.
Yesterday nite... she got ran over by car and the driver just went off without bothering to look at the life he/she has ruined.

later me and my cousin put her in a box so she would not go on dragging her self around and get hit again. we left her with drinks in her box under a little pondok across my grandma's place. She keep whining and struggled to follow us. we left her there. because that was all that i could afford to do for her. With hopes that the leg would break off and the wound would heal, i left.

I could hear her whining from my grandma's house. My heart aching that i could not do anything for her.

Later when i met up with my cousin for dinner. few hours later. she told me that when she left the house the box was no longer there. Instead there was an uncle who was there reading newspaper under the shade.

Neighbours told us that the uncle used to hit dogs when ever he felt like it. and it was most probably that her already threw the puppy away. i got home and looked for a name for her. and in the end after a while searching i've decided on DYNAMI. strength. Even though injured so badly she still had the stregth and hopes to live.

She will always be remembered in my heart.

My grandma's hse mia gate. open to all. who is in need of help =)

A foot ball team of stray dogs

Her rotten back and her leg dragging on the floor.

Forever and always in my heart, Dynami.

p/s: anyone who has totally no compassion for the puppy does nt have a heart of a human.

reminder. =)

2010-07-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

hmm..
what would it feel like to have friend, a general who has always stood by ure side, faught endless wars with you and ends up stabbing you in the back in the end.
10 years you've been fighting against all odds.
she's always been your number one.
the one to take over ure place when anything goes wrong,
the one who gets the largest share of rewards when a war is won.

And finally, at the end of the 10 years, when her service to you is over,
she stabs you in the back and walks away from the battlefield. leaving you bleeding and alone for evryone else to step on.

she is not just anyone.
She is the person you trust to cover your back.
To fall back on.
To risk ure life saving her.
To pass down to her everything you have to share.
Yet... when you're at your greatest she had proved to be the one that would bring you down.

10 years of friendship meant nothing? or she had it planned from the start?
you'll never be able to find out. she has already walked out of the battlefield, unharmed and with no benefit.

If she were to stab ure back and earn greatness for herself.. i'd understand. but to walk out with no benefit... why?

why would someone do sumthing like that.. ?

this story i heard from someone has truly got me thinking...
it has brought doubt to my heart.

Are there really people out there who has no sense of loyalty towards the very close friend who protected and took care of them for so long?

but really... when your really nid them..
who will be there?
right now i belive and tryin vry hard to maintain dat belief that.
there are and always will be 6 girls that will always always be there for me when i need them most.
of course i'd hav to tell them whats wrong 1st.
i cant always expect them to just know, like i used to do..
hahaha but nw.. i complain. alot. xD and they'd be there. ^^

imissyou7daw. =)

mmmm~ i blogged this so one day when i look back, after a few years more of experience in life and with the people around me, i would b able to come back and answer my question. =)

the little mermaid.

2010-07-08T05:25:00.000-07:00

ADDICTION ;D

what would i give to be where you are,
what would i pay to stay here beside you,
what would i do to see you, smilling at me?

i dunno when,
i dunno how,
but i know somethings starting right now...
watch and you'll see, someday i'll be,
part of your.. world...~

*the little mermaid 1*

-.-

2010-07-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

im coming very dangerously close to doin a few things that im sure to regret later on.

#1 give that bitch a piece of my mind. -.-
#2 tell someone what i actually feel for em.
#3 doing sumthin i havent done in a long time.
#4 scream at someone.
#5 hit my dog for being so noisy rite now.and refusing her food again.zzzz.
#6 spend like crazy on all the dresses i saw n liked online.
#7 blast the music n risked getting scolded.
#8 bug the hell out of my girlfriends abt my problem.again.
#9 slap her boyfried
#10 jog. at nite.

number 10 sounds appealing. mayb i'll go do that now.

again? -.-

2010-07-06T08:26:00.001-07:00

I'm telLing the truTh sO dOnt let the God punisheD u for sOmethIng that isnt rIgHt.. U standing oN the wrOng sidE.. I make sure ur SPM resuLt wilL b sO bAd if u dOnt cleAn my nAme..
farhana, form 2.

some people just dont know whr to stop. =)

tae kwon do grading ;D

2010-07-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 3rd July 2010 was our taekwondo grading ;D
today, afiq nemmal and stephanie are goin to do plank breaking to get their 1st degree black belt.
so i went to support, with a camera ^^
all of the other kids taking grading frm our centre were there too.
like all the other classes, we start with the tae kwon do oath.

then we did some streching ;D

The grading starts with white belt and then slowly works its way up. so while the junior belts were taking their grading, we went out of the hall to practise and prepare.. ;D

me and izwan hav already pass our's ssum time ago. so we juz went there incase anyone needs help. and also to buat gila. xD

ommmmm~

o.o?!

well prepared and relaxed outside. xD

Meanwhile, inside the hall... the junior belts were still taking their grading ^^

tester in front. :)

my ginna! xD >>>
pro one!!!
*double promotion arh!!!! =D wooot!*

free sparring. so far whr can hit... -.-

then afiq n nemmal's turn came. =)

self defence.
2 on 1 sparring.
nemmal: which one 1st? >.<

pattern. testing memorizing skills and basic techniques.
i forgot my own pattern le... -.-

2 on 1 sparring. aldrin's side kick! fuiii!

then it was time for plank breaking. ;D tada!

go steph! you can do it. ;D
although all 3 of them hav to retake their breaking,
they did well this time ^^
nex time sure pass already one. =)

those that participated in the grading yesterday. =)

our centre's black belts!
more to come =D